Hitting a wall

Last night I went to the diner on the corner (which I  hardly ever do, it's not that good) and brought my newspaper and had some coffee and cheesecake.  Every now and then I call these Golden Girls nights.
Where I need coffee and cheesecake to cheer me  up and instead of three friends I have a book or newspaper.

Today I hit a wall at work. I did not know what to do or I did not know what my next strategy move would be.   Tonight I feel like I have hit a wall in life. 

Tearing down the walls in relationships are hard and tearing down the walls on the path of life is harder.

I have no idea where I will be in ten years and it is scary as sh*t. I am not going to divulge too much in blog form but when you have been doing the same thing for 12 years and foresee 12 more of the same, the wall comes up and you start evaluating the bricks and what needs to come down and how do you move down the path.

I have  taken a six month hiatus from my boxing classes. I am not sure why. I really enjoyed them but sometimes I just got too tired to go after travelling.   I set my alarm for 530am tomorrow to attend the 6am class.  I need to  get back on that horse and start busting down this wall.  

Hopefully better post to come ahead.